Vol. 1 : The Journey of Life

by A.J. Michael

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about

This journey of mine is now in your hands. You have the ability to listen, love, hate; whatever you wish with the music I’ve recorded. Most importantly, I would like to thank you for even taking this journey with me. This album of mine is a dream come true and this first volume accurately spans 21 years of my Never-Ending Journey of Life. So, by taking my voyage and listening to the innermost parts of me - I am immensely grateful for your support, courage and grace.

I would like to thank my grandmother Gloria, the one person I love more than myself for teaching me how to love. Through her presence, I am the person you see here today. My whole life is dedicated to you.

I would like to thank my mother, Lisa who has given me life and the will to be brave.

My brother, Arian - who takes my dreams and keeps them in Earth’s realm. My sister, LaBray for her strength and sass. My sister Kyra for loving TV as much as I do (she bugged me for the complete ‘Buffy’ series [which she had already seen all of with me] and she watched all the episodes [again!] in one weekend. [Wow!]) . For my family who I don’t get to see because I’m always working hard to make life easier for you.

To Giselle and Kelley – I am extremely blessed for your friendship. You’ve seen my soul shattered into shards and still saw beauty. I am forever indebted to you for your kindness and love.

To Eric – My soul sister. It seems as our paths were destined to cross even before we met. Without you my life would be missing a very important mirror.

To Jen – for always starting from where we left off. You know my heart.

I would also like to thank: Tasha, for our many conversations, our ups & downs and your warm spirit (we got flava!). Brittnee, for your realness, commitment and for allowing me to make endless stories out of your endless faces. Eric, for always making me out to be more important than I actually feel; through this you remind me of my light. Tawanda, for being an embodiment of heaven’s light. Ivan, for making my skin even tougher & the occasional laugh. Vinnie, for having a good spirit. Veronica, for being my big sister, partner in crime and change and wife – in that order. The Radoys for the their understanding, support & love. America SCORES Chicago for an instruction manual and tools to life. Aisha, for loving kids as much as I do and teaching me to not let go of them, but to live in their hearts. My kids, for their innocence, emotionality and unconditional love. Art, for showing me I am a person worth loving and opening my heart again. All those who I have not mentioned here - know you are forever written on my heart.

To The One I never meant to hurt - The Greatest Heartbreak provided divine inspiration.

And last, but not least - The Immortal Presence of...

Love.

credits

released 18 October 2010
“Vol 1. The Journey of Life”

Written & Produced By: A.J. Michael except

Playground Kid
Written By: A.J. Michael & Steve Zupin II

Starlight, Sensuality and Stepping Stones (Flying)
Arranged & Composed By: A.J. Michael

Metal Flesh & Love & Entropy (Hidden in Playground Kid),
Poetry by: A.J. Michael

Singing The Words: A.J. Michael (Main & Backing) & Tara Johnson (Backing)

Oooohs & Aaaahs: A.J. Michael, Tara Johnson & Eric Smith

Hand Clappery, Snaps!, Drum-Dra-Dra-Drums & other Percussion: A.J. Michael

The Golden Keys and Keyboards: A.J. Michael

Acoustic Chitarra: Steve Zupin II

Atmospheric Sounds (Cars, Trains, Screeches, Doors Opening/Closing & More): LIFE

Tracks 4, 7- 9 & 12 - Recorded at CarterCo Recordings, Engineers: Julio Ibarra and Jamie Carter

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Track Name: Surrender
Surrender your life, the way you breathe
I have now taken you into me
As the wind blows, so does your body
You are erased, you are nobody
Collecting souls, deliverance calls
People change as their body falls
You say, "I'm sorry" - but it's to late
Someone now has chose your fate
I've filled you with poison, and you are dying
I see your family, and they are crying
You think I've killed you, but yet you are saved
You are now bathed in the blood of me
I've saved you from evil, this world of hate
Too much this darkness has had on it's plate
You've surrendered your body, your soul & your mind
And now a higher destiny is what you must find
Track Name: Playground Kid
Playground kid, with paper and pen
Write down your sins and put them in a bottle
Send them out to the sea and pray no one will see
What's within
For if they discover what's inside
They will run and hide

Playground Kid

So ashamed
Open up the bottle
And breathe within
No one else will know your sin
For if they do, there will be no friends

Playground Kid

The tide is coming
Run, soon be drowning
If the bottle is found
Found
Found
If the bottle is found

Playground kid, with paper and pen
Write down your sins and put them in a bottle
Send them out to the sea and pray no one will see
What's within
For if they discover what's inside
They will all run and hide

Playground Kid

So ashamed
Open up the bottle
And breathe within
No one else will know your sin
For if they do, there will be no friends

Playground Kid

The tide is coming
Run, soon be drowning
If the bottle is found
Found
Found
If the bottle is found

Playground kid, with paper and pen
Write down your sins
Sorrow and misery
Ree
Ree
Ree
Track Name: Always Falling
Always falling
For the wrong guy
This time I will not cry, no

You don't know me - loving myself as these tears bleed

Do you know how hard it is to be me?
You don't know how hard it is to be me...

Feeling everything you are, everything you hide
You stand right by my side and you lie

Falling slowly, please don't hurt me
Eyes wide open let me be free
I'm falling slowly, please don't hurt me
My heart's wide open, let me be free
I am free
Free in your love
Track Name: Left Behind
Left behind (left behind)
I'm not left behind (I'm not left behind)
On the road to escaping fear (fear)
Shedding tears (All these tears)
And shedding lies (And all these lies)
Finding a way back to the light (the light)

My head is hurting (Always hurting)
My throat is burning (It's burning)
Do I have a cold? (I don't know)
My heart is trying (Always trying)
To says something (Always)
But am I bold enough? (I don't know)

So I'm gonna hold back (I'm gonna hold back)
To flee from love (to flee)
I didn't wanna feel (I don't wanna feel this)
But now I have to deal (I have to deal)
And this process (It's always a process)
Is so slow (deal)

I don't know what to write (I don't know)
So I'll rest my eyes (rest eyes)
And stop my tears from flowing (tears rest)
I don't know (I don't know)
If I'll ever find a way (I don't know)
To stop this love from showing (I love you too much)

You left me behind (you left me behind)
But I'm not left behind (I am NOT left behind)
I am on the road to escaping fear (fear)
Shedding tears (all these tears)
And shedding lies (and all these lies)
Finding a way back to the light (the light)

I don't know what else to write (I don't know)
So I'll rest my hands (rest hands)
And fall asleep and dream (and dream)
Of that one day (that one day)
I hope to see (that one day)

An end for you
And end for me
Track Name: Samuel
You are the one
Golden hair like the sun
Your eyes and ocean, green and blue

I cannot hide
Your embrace is what I long for
Though I run from you

My broken heart
Bleeding upon the asphalt
Crimson tears of red

My broken heart
Bleeding upon the asphalt
And you have left me for dead

I have fallen in love
I have fallen in love

Here comes the night
I am no longer blind
I have stumbled upon truth

I see your eyes
I see into your soul
I know you love me too...

Samuel
Samuel
Samuel
Samuel
Track Name: Silly The Clown
Silly The Clown
Was just your silly ol' clown
He didn't fool around with kids
Like pedophiles did
He was just your little

Silly The Clown
He didn't fool around
Like they say on the news
Or SVU
He was just your local

Silly The Clown
He whistled and didn't frown
He just wanted kids to be happy & be free
But he was, SO silly

Why didn't he suh-see it coming
The world is so cunning
'Cause he, drowned in his
Light

Silly The Clown
Was just your silly ol' clown
He didn't fool around with kids
Like pedophiles did
He was just your loving

Silly The Clown
And when he came into town
The kids they loved him and hugged him
Put no one above him
They trusted him

Though there came a day
And Silly didn't get to play
The kids grew older and colder
Gave him the cold shoulder
He smoldered

He could not suh-see it ca-ca-ca-coming
The world is so cunning
'Cause he, drowned in the
Dark

Silly parked his car by the river
Cried all night, he was so distraught
He didn't understand the loss of innocence
And how the world could take the fun out of life

He made his last balloon animal that night
Placed his nose on the ground
Cut his hair with rusted scissors
And his suspenders too

He jumped into the river for an eternal swim
He left a picture of his favorite kids
No one will remember him
Not even Little Kim

Fire steamed in the water
When his flesh fell away
He knew he couldn't stay, he was in so much pain

The longing to be happy
The longing to be free
Captured Silly

He just wanted to be free
Can't you see
He just wanted to be free

He just wanted to be free
He just wanted to be free
He just wanted to be free
He just wanted to be free
He just wanted to be free
He just wanted to be free
He just wanted to be free

Silly The Clown
He drowned
Drowned
Track Name: Rebirth
Close my eyes to sleep
Pray lord my soul he keeps
As a child that's what you told me

Your soul yearns for heaven
Your soul ascended
As your body fell to the earth
I cried for your

Rebirth

Gentle and loving soul
Find your way from this cruel world
Leaving behind your peace
No misery
No suffering

You left me here to be on my own
Numb, cold and alone
How could you leave me here to be?
I see your

Rebirth
Your Rebirth

You left me here to be on my own
But I'm not alone
I have your soul
The light that shines into the world
I'm not alone
I have your soul

I love you
I love you
Love you (love you)

For Gloria
For Brenda
For Robert
For Debra
For Laura
For me and you
From me to you
I love you

April 10, 1997
Was the day I felt apart of me died
I sat back as a child in Floria
And my mother told me my "GG"
My Great Grandmother had died
Now I only knew what this meant
Because I watched the Magic School Bus
And there was a concept of dying
Being looked at as "passed away"
So I ran right to my room
And I cried
Back in Chicago, at your funeral
My cousins bounced a basketball
And I found it disrespectful
So I went up to kiss you
So that you could live

Live.
Again.

My gift from writing came through you
And so I thank you
I love you
And I miss you.